Becoming What I Hate

I never thought that everything I hated Would manifest in my own flaws But now I just don't think that I can fake it Consuming me in my own thoughts Imprisoned inside my skin Waiting for the pain to end Now I see the death of me Is it too late to start again? I feel like i'm becoming what I hate There's a sickness asleep inside Tried to destroy it but it's too late A condition that I can't hide Becoming what I hate Becoming what I hate Every single day I'm digging deeper Getting closer to my grave Now they'll say that I'm a different person When everything around me caves Imprisoned inside my skin Waiting for the pain to end Now I see the death of me Is it too late to start again? Is it too late to start again? I feel like i'm becoming what I hate There's a sickness asleep inside Tried to destroy it but it's too late A condition that I can't hide Becoming what I hate Becoming what I hate Bleed it out, pull the trigger, cut the lifeline Light a match, set a fire for the last time Eradicate this sickness from my mind Rip it out of me Bleed it out, pull the trigger, cut the lifeline Light a match, set a fire for the last time Eradicate this sickness from my mind Rip it out of me I feel like i'm becoming what I hate There's a sickness asleep inside Tried to destroy it but it's too late A condition that I can't hide I feel like i'm becoming what I hate There's a sickness asleep inside Tried to destroy it but it's too late A condition that I can't hide Becoming what I hate Becoming what I hate Becoming what I hate Rip it out of me