Sad Boy Summer

I've been such a mess for a long time Up and down and stressed I don't feel right I guess it's just a sad boy summer (sad boy summer) Yeah, just a sad boy summer (sad boy summer) Tell you a secret That nobody knows Promise you'll keep it I swear that I won't And my social life is burning I'm alone and hurting Demons are returning Now I'm googling, 'Depression' Got in self-obsession Searching for my blessing But it's nowhere to find Stayed calm and kept it patient But inside I'm suffocating So sick of fucking waiting For my world to align Yeah I've been such a mess for a long time Up and down and stressed I don't feel right I guess it's just a sad boy summer (sad boy summer) Just a sad boy summer I've been making friends with the dark side Wasting all my tears Tryna run dry Is it me or just a sad boy summer? Yeah, just a sad boy summer I sell the others Sweet little lies Even my mother I tell her I'm fine, yeah I've become a stranger Appetite for danger Nothing I can change, yeah (change, yeah) (I've been such a mess for a long time) (Up and down and stressed) (I don't feel right) (I guess it's just a) sad boy summer (sad boy summer) (Yeah) just a sad boy summer (yeah, yeah) I've been making friends with the dark side Wasting all my tears Tryna run dry Is it me or just a sad boy summer? Yeah, just a sad boy summer Is it me or just a sad boy summer? Yeah, just a sad boy summer