i'm worried it will always be you

I don't recall meeting you for the first time And I predict you also couldn't say I don't recall standing, yelling to the wind To grow little by little, towards some new cliché But now I'm sat and waiting for a message to come through Asking if I'd like some other reckless thing to do And I'm thinking more of dresses, and I'm thinking more in blue And I'm worried it will always be you And when I imagine life when it is mine I can try to picture faceless folk to love a thousand times But always for a second, and usually at the start You're in the image posing with a cradled beating heart And all the while when I imagine this life I'm working to I'm worried it will always be you How do I give myself away To loving someone who would like to love me every day? How do I travel to the start? Put a mask over my eyes and an arrow through the heart Before it learns to feel the way I now do For I'm worried it will always want you Oh, I'm worried it will always be you