Look At Me Now

I grew up with low self esteem Was me and my momma, just us and the trauma, hands up if you know what I mean I see you I feel you, I want you to know that you're not alone I know what it's like not to have a home Like walking barefoot up a gravel road The pain gon make u unstoppable Now audible Feel like I live in the end zone I'm the one leading the drives Crew riding round in the Benzo Red carpets when we arrive I be in charge of my own fate Left the excuses behind, Now I'm the illest violinist alive I took the pain and I thrived Papa look at me now I used to crash on the couch Now I got cash in the bank Look at me now She didn't want me around Now she begging me to stay Look at me now Nobody knew who I was now everyone screaming my name Look at me now I couldn't look at my self Now I see the mirror and say Look at me now Look at me now Look at me now Look at me now I wonder if i made you proud Been following dreams like your favorite content creator I Promised my momma I'll make it That woman a queen The grind of my father been embedded in me since I was a teen Mashallah Ameen That's what they say to me now What you expect from the boy I pop on their feed They all want to hate on me now Why you disrespecting the boy That's just confirmation that I'm a win The beat getting beat up I'm violent I'm smooth like I'm C on the Violin I try if I fail I'm a try again No denying it I know I was built for this I would die I would kill for this I showed em a thousand times I'm about this life I don't know how they still forget Yeah Flew to LA in the big seat Everything I do is big heat Everything I do is mesquite Makin big moves keep 'em discreet A hundred new connections this week Making flips like a misty Odds stacked up against me told em miss me Momma Look at me now I used to crash on the couch Now I got cash in the bank Look at me now She didn't want me around Now she begging me to stay Look at me now Nobody knew who I was now everyone screaming my name Look at me now I couldn't look at my self Now I see the mirror and say Look at me now Look at me now Look at me now Look at me now I wonder if i made you proud