What if
It never changes
My pain is endless
And that's it
And what if
I'm always healing
Forever pining
For sanity
But now life has ceased
And the storm's calmed its breeze
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
But I can't take emotionless
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
What if
The ache just worsens
My bones can't balance a skeleton
But now life has ceased
And to stone my numb feeling
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
But I can't take emotionless
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
It's not easy
Feeling nothing
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred when I was a mess everyday in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
But I can't take emotionless
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic
