Not Alone but Not With You

I scare myself thinking about dying I find myself sitting alone crying And I wasted more time on you Wasted more time than I would have liked to I'm so hung up and it's startin' to make my head spin But I can't explain, I don't know where to begin I just can't shake the feeling you're not coming back again I know I said it was nothing I just wish that was true But you say I'm not alone, I'm not alone Not alone, I'm not I know I'm saying all the wrong things But I just wish it was you But you say I'm not alone, I'm not alone Not alone, I'm not But I'm not with you It's not like me to try and put a limit on the way I feel But sometimes, I just need a minute to breathe To breathe, to breathe, to breathe I know I said it was nothing (Said it was nothing) I just wish that was true (Wish that was true) But you say I'm not alone, I'm not alone Not alone, I'm not I know I'm saying all the wrong things (Saying all the wrong things) But I just wish it was you (Wish it was you) But you say I'm not alone, I'm not alone Not alone, I'm not But I'm not with you Your love just makes me feel guilty I know I'm wrong, I know it Your love just makes me feel guilty I know I'm wrong, I know it Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh I know I'm wrong, I know it Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh I know I said it was nothing I just wish that was true (Wish that was true) But you say I'm not alone, I'm not alone Not alone, I'm not And I been saying all the wrong things (Saying all the wrong things) I been saying all the wrong things to you Not alone, I'm not alone Not alone, I'm not But I'm not with you