Spirits High

I tried to keep my spirits high So, I don't come down Even though, I have to lie To keep myself devout It's hard to read between the lines, when everything starts to blur And though I'm scared, I won't make it out I feel promise in the hurt 'Cause, I believe, I believe I'm right where I'm supposed to be But underneath, underneath There's something there that's haunting me I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad My mind is slipping through the cracks But I believe, I believe I'm right where I'm supposed to be So, why do I start to panic When I'm losing self-control? And maybe, I'm just discouraged And getting sick of trying to cope So, how do I tell my friends I feel better when I'm by myself? And that I'm scared, but I'm over it 'Cause it never seems to help 'Cause I believe, I believe I'm right where I'm supposed to be But underneath, underneath There's something there that's haunting me I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad My mind is slipping through the cracks But I believe, I believe I'm right where I'm supposed to be Yeah, oh, yeah Where I'm supposed to be Yeah, oh, yeah It's getting easy to pretend When the lights go dark And though, it never makes much sense I believe it in my heart I try to keep my spirits high So, I don't come down So, I don't come down 'Cause I believe, I believe I'm right where I'm supposed to be But underneath, underneath There's something there that's haunting me I'm seeing ghosts, I'm going mad My mind is slipping through the cracks But I believe, I believe I'm right where I'm supposed to be