Dopamine

I'm kinda over being told that I'm a mess 'Cause can't connect, can't get out of bed It's heavy on my shoulders Let me get this off my chest I'm standing on the edge Are even listening I made peace with my vices But I'm closer to a riot In my mind, I'm tryna hide it But it's such a vicious cycle So Hold up lemme simplify this Oh wait I can't I'll just overthink it Feels like the targets on my head And they all wish I was dead Already regret what I just said I haven't slept, I know It's the dopamine misfiring Being human's tiring Maybe I'm not what you expect I'm just not myself just yet La la la, la la la La la la, la la la If I admit it Tell you, I'm not fucking with it Will you help me find a key To break out of my mental prison Cause it's All starting to feel like the same thing And everyone's wanting to change me And they'll say it's all temporary but I'm sick of hearing "I'll call you back" I know you'll never call me back Feels like the targets on my head And they all wish I was dead Already regret what I just said I haven't slept, I know It's the dopamine misfiring Being human's tiring Maybe I'm not what you expect I'm just not myself just yet La la la, la la la La la la, la la la La la la, la la la La la la, la la la I've heard it all before Without them I'll be nothing But If it's not personal Why do I feel so numb Hold up let me simplify this You'll see Watch me go and overthink it La la la, la la la Feels like the targets on my head And they all wish I was dead Already regret what I just said I haven't slept, I know It's the dopamine misfiring Being human's tiring Maybe I'm not what you expect I'm just not myself just yet