Panic Waves

I gave my best to stay alive Impending waves of perception, caused me to lose traction and realize Dim the light, lock the doors I know that I can't hide I feel the panic creeping up my spine Hold me, regression is gaining leverage but I can't take this, the river is running dry Fragments of what has been, I'm treading in the dark Our carelessness has left its mark I gave my best to stay alive Impending waves of perception caused me to lose traction and realize Beware, as time is running low We tend to fall apart Exceptions aspire towards the long-awaited peace of mind I'm craving infinity, but restlessness evolves the harder I thrive Peeling skin off, inch by inch to be preoccupied Hearing footsteps down the hall, composure in disguise I gave my best to stay alive Impending waves of perception caused me to lose traction and realize I tried my best to keep the flame alive But recognized fear, love and affection won't fix this connection Every time I get closer, I slip and drift away I guess this endless well That kept me fed until you've had Enough, runs dry the more I'm pouring water All I wanted was the peace of mind Nothing left, but these sleepless nights I slam my head against the fucking wall Fucking end this, please fucking end this We tend to fall apart I tried my best to keep the flame alive but Recognized fear, love and affection won't fix this connection I gave my best to stay alive Impending waves of perception caused me to lose traction and realize