Violet Skies

Yeah, shit like medicine to me God feeding my sould you know? Light up Dotta I guess I just view the world differently It's the only way I know how to express it Blanco And even on my darkest days When I forget the accomplishments and the marks we made On the verge of quitting, thanking God that I ain't walk away Sending money to my bros books, same time as I'm popping spades I've been doubted by some onlookers Surrounded by the stickup kids and wrong pushers Raw cooked up, tryna flee the scene bеfore the law book us Rapper dissеd me on a song and got his jaw shook up (on God) Vegas strip, the latest whip packed with blonde hookers Milly Marciano, I'm connected in Brockton From CMB, still respected in the trenches in Boston Everyday I'm fresh to death like I'm dressed for a coffin You see the franchise on my roster, I'ma' send for her often I broke bread when they were starving, now they thirsty to diss me Staring out this limo tint, I'm in this bourbon, I'm tipsy No baby momma on my phone but my main bitch miss me I gotta go, I'm on the road, I got a bag in Poughkeepsie Violet skies, I got these clouds that's hanging over me And it got me thinking that I'm not where I'm supposed to be And it got me drinking, think this bottle taking over me It's to the point my momma say she miss the sober me But even on my dark nights When I'm sliding in this bitch, I hit the fog lights I'm going through the motions, somehow I know I'm alright Somehow I knew that I'd be alright Shit getting crunchy, now the feds is using rappers lyrics You can't supress what's in my heart, or trap what's in my spirit My vision clear, it's crazy how they tried to disappear it When fans told me they might've died if they didn't hear it You know it's evil when the law is illegal My music touching all different people, it's all like an eagle You can feel it in your heart, this type of talk is cerebral I do this til' my bones decay and my whole body get feeble (Woo!) My friends lifers and it's hurting me daily I'm on the Adderall right now, but maybe perkies'll save me Tryna stay away from snakes, I seen the serpents betray me (I seen it) Court side with my mother cause' she the person that raised me Feel like I'm going on my second life Double up and bet it twice (Yeah) How many people did you help? That's how you measure life S.P.E.D. kid, that means I grew up on the meds, alright? No longer sharing knowledge with the ones who won't accept advice It's solidified Violet skies, I got these clouds that's hanging over me And it got me thinking that I'm not where I'm supposed to be And it got me drinking, think this bottle taking over me It's to the point my momma say she miss the sober me But even on my dark nights When I'm sliding in this bitch, I hit the fog lights I'm going through the motions, somehow I know I'm alright Somehow I knew that I'd be alright