Lonely

I'm lonely, lonely, lonely Lonely all the time I'm lonely, lonely, lonely So will you help me one more time Thoughts of you Turn around inside my head And the only thing I know Is that I always will regret All mistakes that I have made All those hurtful words I've said I wasn't truly who I'd wanted to be But only now do I see Everything you've done for me And never complaining at all Always trying to make me smile And sacrificing so much more And yes all the times where you'd patiently await For me to give a word of thanks But all you got was negligence And so How could I've ever been so blind then How could I've ever cared so little Why have I always been indifferent To what is right Why did I always pick a fight We had so much going for us But now I've squandered all your trust And now I need some help here to start over I know exactly what is needed To find my way back and be treated As a friend cos that is what I'd like to be And prove to you and everyone That forgiveness isn't wasted on me I'm lonely... I am lost and forever I will be In debt for all the things bestowed Upon someone lowly – just like me I'd only wish I had more time To bring back those days that were sublime Alas of everything I'm now bereft And there's nothing Ī've left But there's one more thing that I know for sure And when I come around once more You'll see me here with a smile on my face Knowing that there won't be more disgrace And then perhaps I can pay you back For all the sufferings that you had That all the darkness repulsive and vile Will all fade away and I again see you... Smile ...it isn't wasted on me on me on me No it's not...