Lonely

Sitting on the kitchen floor Drinking cause I'm feeling sore But maybe it's the night I wanted You would've never joined me for Cause I don't even mind the space At least I'm at my own damn place Talking to walls that don't talk back Cause they hear what I say But you wouldn't wanna light a match in here cause You been gaslighting me for a couple years Kinda think I wanna blow this fucking place up Just so I'm clear Sometimes I find myself inside an empty room Can't lie I look pretty in these shades of blue I've been talking to myself for days All alone but maybe that's okay Cause I'm not as lonely As I was with you, you, you Not as lonely Learning how to trust my thoughts Don't know how I got so lost Walking through fire, bet you hear me now I'm gonna scream till my lungs give out Gonna go ahead and light a match in here cause You been gaslighting me for a couple years Man I think I wanna blow this fucking place up Just so I'm clear Sometimes I find myself inside an empty room Can't lie I look pretty in these shades of blue I've been talking to myself for days All alone but maybe that's okay Cause I'm not as lonely As I was with you, you, you Not as lonely You you Not as lonely