Found Love

I found love for myself I found I found love for myself I found How we supposed make it out here under all this pressure With a culture of worry, pain and constant stressin If im remembered by anything let this be the message Remember me by the first kid who beat depression From a family of antidepressants, xanny And all of that sweet candy The fix is quick but the landing is Heavy you understand me I'm talking bout my expanding I-i could be grand, me I-i could win Grammys if I keep this momentum and lose the bad brain like Bye I don't need this mess to mess with my journey towards the Sky no place for the doubtful mind no time for questioning Why got the answers inside you feel the fire Let it burn You can't spend your life worrying bout no one getting hurt That's impossible don't waste your precious time here on Earth Stop the excuses I know your mind is elusive I know The thoughts are intrusive I know The past was abusive But now You're strong enough Yeah you're old enough If you love the kid you can be bold enough For a fresh start Never falling back down Never that dark Go live life Straight from the heart Shout I found love for myself I found I found love for myself I found I found love for myself I found I found love for myself I found This body never got love That's all I know No need to put on a smile Put on a show The voice inside of my mind It's time to go or Change it to a friend from a foe Imma greet it with kindness Imma open the door If it ever comes knocking There's no anger no more But I need to keep on loving Like I've never before Don't you dare make me feel This is not me at all Cause there's space For me to change and slowly grow into my Grace All that i should know I'm here to face Found the greatest love of all My own embrace Once that I'm there that is the end to the chase And I'm whole Nothing can stop me Accept me but that is the goal Learn to accept me and let me get Back to my soul I will try my hardest if i have to i will crawl This is it I'll give my all For this I give my all I found love for myself I found I found love for myself I found I found love for myself I found I found love for myself I found That was a long journey A lot of tossing and turning A lot of bridges burning A lot of me hurting Before It got better I had to rewrite some letters I had to get even sadder And madder Hug me like a sweater I care Found the scars I had and now i know how to repair With love Making up for all the times i wasn't there Because There were so many things I couldn't bare At all I'm not scared No more But I know This not the end of the fight It will take a whole life Or two And that's alright Yeah To be truly alive I have to forgive the child Love the child inside Love the child Love the child Love the child Love the child