Alive (Dead)

It's really cold, no one to hold That empty feeling's getting old Yeah so they sewed You're on the edge of playing fold Not growing old Not into doing what you're told Just any road She, she's really cool You met her outside afterschool Stopped by the pool It's five degrees, is she a fool? Is she a tool? I told her you could put to use I hope your own damn room You only want me 'cause I'm sad And you feel nothing Push me till I'm mad so I do something So mean that will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive To put up a fight To wanna be right To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive Push the limit, push Until she's acting out of line On a decline, she's screaming, crying But you're fine, she wants to die You pull her closer just to try to feel just what it's like To feel a thing at all You know you're not alone You didn't pick her 'cause she's sent from up above So much emotion, all the pain and all the love Want a reaction that you're never gonna follow 'Cause it kinda helps You only want me 'cause I'm sad And you feel nothing Push me till I'm mad So I do something so mean It will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive To put up a fight To wanna be right (to wanna be right) To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive You only want me cause I'm sad And you feel nothing Push me till I'm mad So I do something so mean It will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive Her name was Trey, she ran away When she was young she had to stay With him and kids She fucking hated Mom and Jay was their mistake And now she's here and has to pay For my restraint She had a face she used to make When she was sad but had to fake Her mental state She knows she made a few mistakes She's no disgrace She told me that she needed space Then she ditched this place