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My friends are all gone They're moving away Graduated moved on But I gotta stay One more summer 100 more days Facetimes a bummer Just isn't the same But there was this boy We got history We enjoyed Each other's company He destroyed What he meant to me When he broke my heart and he left me unclean Hey Said he's missing me I've changed Wanna be friends so sweet No strings I took his hand happily It was great for weeks But then men are so weak You wanted me But I needed you Before 10pm You've got stuff to do But when lights are low And I need a friend You're here for me Cause I give in And it hurts the most Cause I told you no But you can't resist And I let you kiss me Please don't do it again I really needed a friend I used to feel strong Now I feel ashamed Hang with you as self-harm But you don't complain I used to think that You were something to gain Now the thought of you discussing me disgusts me Everything changed I prayed for you and you preyed on me Like I was naive But I played your game and knowingly So you wouldn't leave Cause the last time I declined You disappeared for two weeks And I blamed myself And I begged for help But now I can see You wanted me But I needed you Before 10pm You got stuff to do a But when lights are low And I need a friend You're here for me Cause I give in And it hurts the most Cause I told you no But you can't resist And I let you kiss me Please don't do it again I really needed a friend You wanted me But I needed you You lusted me When I trusted you And i told you no bout a million times Still each time I do you still act surprised And I thank myself That I left that night Before things went far I turned on the light Then you turned on me You made it a fight I think that's when I realized I can't see you again We're just too broken to mend