Sick of Sadness

I always complicate it in my head Convince myself my friends all want me dead This party probably would be better if I left I hate these little habits I'm sick of all the sadness If I wrote a letter To my old self I'd say feel better but it still hurts like hell I know who I am and I've been someone else Someone who doesn't know me Like I know myself Sometimes my mind gets too loud (too loud) Whispers keep on dragging me down (me down) I always complicate it in my hеad Convince myself my friends all want mе dead This party probably would be better if I left I hate these little habits I'm sick of all the sadness Sick of all the sadness You know I'm sick of all the sadness, sadness Covered in glitter Watch me shine Everyone's bitter yeah they all roll their eyes Wish it was different Cause it keeps me up, keeps me up all night All of these stereotypes Sometimes my mind gets too loud (too loud) Whispers keep on dragging me down (me down) I always complicate it in my head Convince myself my friends all want me dead This party probably would be better if I left I hate these little habits I'm sick of all the sadness Sick of all the sadness (oh) You know I'm sick of all the sadness, sadness (yeah) Sick of all the sadness You know I'm sick of all the sadness, sadness Feels so incomplete Not how it's supposed to be Need some therapy or just some space I always complicate it in my head Convince myself my friends all want me dead This party probably would be better if I left I hate these little habits I'm sick of all the sadness Sick of all the sadness (oh) You know I'm sick of all the sadness, sadness Sick of all the sadness You know I'm sick of all the sadness, sadness