My Friends

I wanna play God for a little (for a little) Control my own thoughts for a little, I I wanna feel alive for a little (for a little) And I wanna die for a little, I I wanna feel safe for a little (for a little) And own my own brain for a little, I And maybe I'd smile for a little (for a little) I feel that shit when I was little 'Cause all of my demons are my friends, are my friends And I know they'll be there 'til the end, 'til the end Best friends forever I'll write them letters Lend them my sweaters We'll die together, yeah All of my demons are my friends, are my friends I hope I feel free when I'm older (when I'm older) And find a little peace when I'm older, I I hope I'll still sing when I'm older (when I'm older) And hear the bells ring when I'm older, I I hope I'll find time to be sober (to be sober) And drink a lot less when I'm older I think I got a lot on my shoulders (on my shoulders) I hope I find some heat when I get colder 'Cause all of my demons are my friends, are my friends And I know they'll be there till the end, till the end Best friends forever I'll write them letters Lend them my sweaters We'll die together, yeah All of my demons are my friends, are my friends (are my friends) Are my friends, are my friends, are my friends, are my friends Are my friends, are my friends, are my friends, are my friends Are my friends 'Cause all of my demons are my friends, are my friends And I know they'll be there till the end, till the end Best friends forever I'll write them letters Lend them my sweaters We'll die together, yeah All of my demons are my friends, are my friends