Insecure

I've been thinkin' 'bout you lately About the way you said you loved me That made me feel just like you hate me You drove me crazy I've been fucked up from you, baby From the way that you betrayed And how quickly you replaced me I know we had issues and we tried to solve 'em But whenever we fought, you told me I was the problem I had to change in order not to upset ya I tried my best you said you needed better Am I stupid? Am I dumb? Tell me, what have we become? 'Cause in the end, I'm always wrong So maybe you're right, I'm worthless This pain, I deserve it I've been crying all night, you heard it You know that I'm hurting but you don't care And that's one thing that I'm sure about 'Cause girl, you make me everything I'm insecure about Maybe you're right, I'm worthless This pain, I deserve it I've been crying all night, you heard it You know that I'm hurting but you don't care And that's one thing that I'm sure about 'Cause girl, you make me every single thing I'm insecure about I've been dealin' with the struggle Tell myself that I don't miss you I just miss someone to cuddle, it's kinda double I've been stackin' up the bottles 'Cause since you left me for a model I've been feelin' fucking awful I know we had issues and we tried to fix 'em But whenever we talked, you told me I didn't listen I took the blame for you and I couldn't help it I was a shame and still you said I was selfish Am I stupid? Am I dumb? Tell me, what have we become? 'Cause in the end, I'm always wrong So maybe you're right, I'm worthless This pain, I deserve it I've been crying all night, you heard it You know that I'm hurting but you don't care And that's one thing that I'm sure about 'Cause girl, you make me every single thing I'm insecure about Maybe you're right Maybe you're right, I'm worthless This pain, I deserve it I've been crying all night, you heard it You know that I'm hurting But maybe that's just what I'm used to Finding comfort's so unusual So no matter how you treat me, how you say you're gonna leave me I'll still run right back to you So maybe you're right, I'm worthless This pain, I deserve it I've been crying all night, you heard it You know that I'm hurting but you don't care And that's one thing that I'm sure about 'Cause girl, you make me every single thing I'm insecure about