Jaded

I wish the people who lie and say that they love me Would look me in my pretty face and tell me all of their true intentions I never really was the drown-it-out type But I must admit that I got a problem, probably need an intervention I'm lookin' in the mirror And recognize the parts of my dad I don't like And that's the truth that I don't wanna live in I called my mom last night and told her I've been strugglin' When it comes to figuring out this thing we call livin' And do I really want it? I feel myself falling apart, I feel my soul plummet Think I'm afraid to talk to God 'cause I don't feel nothin' I don't want him to think I'm taking all of this for granted Well shit, maybe I am Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold Yeah, ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded It's a long road I'ma, walk it alone I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold Woa-woah-woah-oh Woa-woah-woah na na-na Woa-woah-woah-oh Woa-woah-woah na na-na Conversations with myself, I'm tryna fight all these demons Tell me what's the point in this, if I'm not seein' the reason I've been made to feel like I don't give enough When in the end it's my heart bleedin' I put my trust in so many, that only end up leavin' While the ones who truly love me, end up payin' for their sins And I've been lyin' to myself, I know this ain't the way to live And I been reflectin' on what I see in my reflection I'll tell it all right now and give you every confession so you can Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm Jaded Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold Yeah, ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded It's a long road I'ma, walk it alone I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold Woa-woah-woah-oh Woa-woah-woah na na-na Woa-woah-woah-oh Woa-woah-woah na na-na