All I’ve Built

I'm dead awake There are thoughts that cross my mind I just can't take And I've taught myself to just push them away I was only five Why was I thinking 'bout what happens when I die? I know it's only human nature to survive But I don't think the other Kids on the playground Thought about how Maybe something happened in a past life Didn't make it over twenty five And I can feel it when I'm living this one The fact that some day I'm gonna die Maybe in a hundred different lifetimes Woke up in the next one unfulfilled By the time I found myself in this world Death was at the head of all I built Plays in my head What it looks like when I finally reach the end Will I be old and bitter Will I play pretend? But I don't think my friends are Worried about how Maybe something happened in a past life Didn't make it over twenty five And I can feel it when I'm living this one The fact that some day I'm gonna die Maybe in a hundred different lifetimes Woke up in the next one unfulfilled By the time I found myself in this world Death was at the head of all I built Maybe something happened in a past life Didn't make it over twenty five I can feel it when I'm living this one The fact that some day I'm gonna die Maybe in a hundred different lifetimes Woke up in the next one unfulfilled By the time I found myself in this world Death was at the head of all I built