He Loves Me (He Loves Me Not)

I could sit here all day Recite the words you used to say I wrote them down on my wrist Hating me would be better than this You would ignore my calls Ignore what I wrote on your wall You probably tore up my list You probably forgot that I exist Tell me the truth what would you do If I told you I'm coming to find you He loves me he loves me not He left me here I'm starting to rot The way he talks gives me butterflies Even if it's only pointless lies But I don't give a damn I only want to hold Hold his hand I want nothing more Than to hear you knocking at my door You moved away when i moved closer You hated me you called me a monster But I wont apologize I miss the scared look in your eyes When I said I'll always follow Where you are is where I will go Tell me the truth what would you do If I told you I'm coming to find you He loves me he loves me not He left me here I'm starting to rot The way he talks gives me butterflies Even if it's only pointless lies He loves me he loves me not I pick the petals and I watch them drop He's with me inside my head And when I'm done the flowers dead But I don't give a damn I only want to hold Hold his hand Tell me the truth what would you do If I told you I'm coming to find you You'll run away and catch up slowly You're my religion I swear you are holy He loves me he loves me not He left me here I'm starting to rot The way he talks give me butterflies Even if he's only bullshit lies He loves me he loves me not I pick the petals and I watch them drop He's with me inside my head And when I'm done the flowers dead But I don't give a damn Only want to hold his hand I don't give a damn I only want to hold Hold his hand