Leaving

I never thought I'd be the one, baby you gave up on us Even if our love was everything I wanted, keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you, forgive you for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me, I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving Not leaving you, you're leaving me, leaving everything we could be Cause we slipped and fell, like a damn trapeze Now I'm in the rain just begging please Please don't pack up your life and leave Please tell me you still believe Please don't make me say by Grace God damn look at those tears on her face But when I see her eyes I see you, all this time I was see through All this time I never knew, that love was lost, my heart beats true Can't be just another broken home, ending up like my father, Swear you're stuck in monochrome, when you look at me and our daughter But the life we live we ain't just black and white, been to hell and back lived a crazy life I got blood, sweat, tears and I'm facing fears, so in the end girl it'll be alright I fucked it up, I blew it all, but screw it all, deserve one more night I'll take the heat, I'll talk the blame, I'll take everything on my goddam name But like the rapper, give me one last Chance And Like MJ give me one last dance, I'll make the right moves, I'll execute plans I'll pay my dues, girl with no advance I'm screaming out, I'm screaming loud Just wanna make you fucking proud Just wanna take my wrongs make em right cause I know we can make it, we can work it out I never thought I'd be the one, baby you gave up on us Even if our love was everything I wanted, keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you, forgive you for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me, I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving You, you, you, I'm the one leaving Had a few, few too many, guess I am like my father Tryna drown this trauma out, just had me sinking farther Ethanol up in my blood, in my blood like platelets One drop turned to a flood, browning out my hatred Cause every damn night I'm at the well just trying to escape this living hell But you can't say shit, you so flagrant, you save face, know it all too well You no angel case, you can't hide in space, you get high like my BAC Should hook you up to a damn IV, cause I swear one day that you're gonna OD But look at us, we're users now, we built a house then burnt it down Let's straighten up, make our daughter proud Gotta lift her up, only time is now I don't really know if god is real, but I'm looking up now, just wanna say thanks He's giving us one last shot we gotta take, Gotta go and give it all, gotta go and save Grace I never thought I'd be the one, baby you gave up on us Even if our love was everything I wanted, keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you, forgive you for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me, I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving