Shouldacoulda

Wait hold up a minute I think that I'm feeling sick From all this automatic Driving to your house I'm gonna die in LA traffic Watch me crash my fucking Car into your couch Don't want to finish up this episode Before you cut me out (Yuh) Head so foggy cause a day long Please zoom out cause I'm way down I'm still down cause I'm way up You can never take me I'm just living life I guess a bottle wouldn't break me Thinking bout a thousand reasons Why you probably hate me And if you pull up I'd be your biggest fan But shouldacoulda I'm thinking bout the past And if I woulda Even stood a chance When your foot was on my dash Know it only made me crash I know I shoulda Had been your biggest fan But shouldacoulda I'm thinking bout the past And if I woulda Even stood a chance And I know I shouldn't ask But I really want you bad now I been thinking bout Topics to talk about And sort it out and make it right in my head Now that it's been longer Know that I was wrong for Thinking that you always had a place in my- Is this what I had in mind? Twenty five million missed calls My hands are shaking withdrawls I guess that I found my pitfall Oh God I hope you take me But I'm just living life I guess a bottle wouldn't break me Thinking bout a thousand reasons Why you probably hate me And if you pull up I'd be your biggest fan But shouldacoulda I'm thinking bout the past And if I woulda Even stood a chance When your foot was on my dash Know it only made me crash I know I shoulda Had been your biggest fan But shouldacoulda I'm thinking bout the past And if I woulda Even stood a chance And I know I shouldn't ask But I really want you bad now But if I was lying There would be an awkward silence Between words I'd try to tie In a text and a call And a drive And on top of it all You were right I was wrong You were right Maybe I'm dying I've been putting on mileage Shouldacoulda wrote a song Or a text or a call You tomorrow we can talk through it all Pick me up when I fall Pick me up