A Fire I Cant Put Out

A stifled breath Tension in the air I won't cut it I'd rather sit and stare I'm screaming on the inside But I can choke it down They say I've lived a thousand lives I feel another coming I know a cycle can be broken With the words I've never spoken I know the odds are in my favor But some things are better savored You're in my mind Vibrate in each cell A compulsion for disruption My own little hell Spin me round and round in circles 'Til I feel all that's been felt Only I can save me now A fire I can't put out The ashes and the embers The shedding of my skin They say these marks are scars from past lives But I still feel 'em sting There's a new voice in my head And all she does is sing It's a haunting melody But it's starting to grow wings I know a cycle can be broken With the words I've never spoken I know the odds are in my favor But some things are better savored You're in my mind Vibrate in each cell A compulsion for disruption My own little hell Spin me round and round in circles 'Til I feel all that's been felt Only I can save me now A fire I can't put out I want you know you want it My sweet siren pulling me in The deepest waters are the coolest It's hot and heavy where I swim Some say I fell from heaven But this is where I've always been And I've never had a doubt It's a fire I can't put out