must be nice (metaphorically speaking)

Got evicted 'bout a week ago Start fresh, I could clear my head Got a 40, split it on the train Could be worse, yeah, I can't complain It's okay Got a job working at the bar Cleaning puke from the kids I went to school with Blacked out and blistered (Oh yeah, it must be nice) Washed up and calloused (You had us fooled) Take your advice and add it to the list of shit I'd never do Rather crack my skull in two than be like you Got a car that doesn't even start List of books that I should have read Old shoes that always fill with dirt Only clothes I wear I got from work Doing dishes 'til my hands go numb And I'm feeling all this pressure just to get it done Hoping better days will somehow one day come (One day come) But they never come Another night being blacked out and blistered (Oh yeah, it must be nice) Washed up and calloused (You had us fooled) Take your advice and add it to the list of shit I'd never do Rather crack my skull in two than be like It's not gonna turn around I'm not gonna find my place It's always held me down It's time to accept my fate There's nothing for me left to do And I'm losing sight, me, myself, and I Debts I never paid, problems that I can't evade Losing sight, me, myself, and I It's my only way, this tortured soul is on display Something for all to see Felt it come over me Losing sight Blacked out, blistered Washed up and calloused Take your advice and add it to the list of shit I'd never do Rather crack my skull in two than be like Be like you