It feels like a compulsion
Oh I can't control it
Replaying small moments in my head
The way you answered the phone
You chocked up when you felt numb
The way you kiss me so slow like you meant it
And I've been broken before
Found a way to move forward
But I won't this time
You were a big deal
Yeah my sister lost money on you
It's not a big deal
But I don't wanna play if I'm gonna lose
'Cause I won't get over this heartbreak apocalypse
I'm so sick I can't take it
I don't mean to make it a big deal
But you were
You wave to me from the deepend
Don't be scared of big feelings
So in love now I'm sinking
All alone
And it's embarrassing how much I'm still talking about us
Don't know why I doubted
That you were a big deal
Yeah my sister lost money on you
It's not a big deal
But I don't wanna play if I'm gonna lose
'Cause I won't get over this heartbreak apocalypse
I'm so sick I can't take it
I don't mean to make it a big deal
But you were
You know I can downplay anything baby
I could take a broken bone and fix it with a bandaid
You know how much I hate making waves
But I need you to know
You were a big deal
Yeah my sister lost money on you
It was a big deal
But I'd do it again if it meant keeping you
'Cause I won't get over this heartbreak apocalypse
I'm so sick I can take it
I don't mean to make it a big deal
But you were
