Holding It Back

(And now I'm holding it back) Calling me Hey it's been a while since last time I can see That you never changed until now I believed Everything you said in your lies Wasn't I right? I'm falling free, I'd just want you to come around 'Cause I would need something to keep my mind apart From everything that has been locked up inside Locked up inside And now I'm holding it back I just can't save your life I'm tryna holding it down But it keeps coming up I'd like to forget it all 'Cause now I'm all alone It's like a mess in my mind And now I'm holding it back I just can't save your life I'm tryna holding it down But it keeps coming up I'd like to forget it all 'Cause now I'm all alone It's like a mess in my mind And now I'm holding it back Now that I'm done I swear that I'd go back in time 'Cause in the end It won't ever be you & I I'd do everything to get right back to you Now am I a fool? Yeah I'm falling free, I'd just want you to come around 'Cause I would need something to keep my mind apart From everything that has been locked up inside Locked up inside And now I'm holding it back I just can't save your life I'm tryna holding it down But it keeps coming up I'd like to forget it all 'Cause now I'm all alone It's like a mess in my mind And now I'm holding it back (And now I'm holding it back) And now I'm holding it back (And now I'm holding it back) And now I'm holding it back