Double Life

Since 2006, I haven't been the same Between fiction and fact, which one of us changed? Now I'm a mother of three, not living for myself I'm dancing right here, but my heart is somewhere else Sing my songs, bang my head Rush me home, back to bed When you live a double life, it's dangerous Oh, not to feel loved, not to feel Keep it calm, calm, calm, it's dangerous Oh, not to feel loved, not to feel I've been trying to get a grip for all eternity I know we don't know a man who acts maternally Now I'm on the brink of civil war, me in gender-fluid jeans, so small I'm dancing right here, but my heart is always torn Sing my songs, bang my head Cry my tears, baby's breath When you live a double life, it's dangerous Oh, not to feel loved, not to feel Keep it calm, calm, calm, it's dangerous Oh, not to feel loved, not to feel Oh, oh-oh (work it out, child, work it out, child) Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh (don't you feel more dead than alive?) When you live a double life, it's dangerous Oh, not to feel loved, not to feel Keep it calm, calm, calm, it's dangerous Oh, not to feel loved, not to feel When you live a double life, it's dangerous Oh, not to feel loved, not to feel Keep it calm, calm, calm, it's dangerous Oh, not to feel loved, not to feel