Soft Launch

Happy Said you've never felt this way before All your friends when they walk through the door Could see you glowing for miles They say damn, it's been a while Since they've seen you with that smile It's all good, then you say lowkey Shouldn't move too fast, we'll mess it up Keep it under wraps, who gives a fuck If anybody knows anything 'bout what we've been doing? But after several months, I start to draw conclusions Pull my head out of the sand I really don't understand What had to happen to leave us here You never gave me a soft launch Guess I was a little too embarrassing Maybe this was all a mistake love I'm the one that's drowning in the worst of it You find any excuse to Pull all of your punches away But it's easy To see right through that You'll knock me down anyway You said trust me Couldn't care less about what they say You just don't post anything these days Why do we need to keep everyone in the loop? It's people we barely know anymore, what's the use? You stay hunting Buy yourself more time with one more lie Hoping I'll stay ignorantly kind And I'll believe it or force myself not to reason Cuz I don't want to face up To the fact that you might be leaving You never gave me a soft launch Guess I was a little too embarrassing Maybe this was all a mistake love I'm the one that's drowning in the worst of it You find any excuse to Pull all of your punches away But it's easy To see right through that You'll knock me down anyway