Holding On

We hear stories growing up About the man that saved the day We see movies bout the two Who found their love that got away But no one ever wants to teach The harsh realities that made lose myself I guess oh well I had to lose me first to find myself I had to get so sick to care about health I had to lose some friends cause no one's helping me If this here's life Why's no one telling me? It's the same reasons I sing on beat They just Too busy to care bout me I mean At this point Who can I believe If it came from me? I do better when I'm laying in my bedroom Anxiety through the roof and that's true But I'm praying that I'm getting out of hell soon I'm colorblind to the toe Still I don't know what's a life without blue Therapist on my phone preaching how can I lose? Got a fucked up head this ain't the life that I choose But i'm holding on for now We hear stories growing up About the man that saved the day We see movies bout the two Who found their love that got away But no one ever wants to teach The harsh realities that made lose myself I guess oh well I had to lose me first to find myself I had to get so sick to care about health I had to lose some friends cause no one's helping me If this here's life Why's no one telling me? It's the same reasons I sing on beat They just Too busy to care bout me I mean At this point Who can I believe If it came from me? I do better when I'm laying in my bedroom Anxiety through the roof and that's true But I'm praying that I'm getting out of hell soon I'm colorblind to the toe Still I don't know what's a life without blue Therapist on my phone preaching how can I lose? Got a fucked up head this ain't the life that I choose But i'm holding on for now