Hard On Myself

Yeah I wanna be the biggest, I'm hard on myself Smokin' relievin' tension, I swear that it's hard on my health Every friendship come with intentions, I'm trustin' myself Not trustin' nobody else, yeah Everybody just want a piece of the pie If I'm the only one feedin' them, do they starve when I die? Ever since I lost my brother, man, niggas barely would cry Sad thoughts in my memory that I forget when I'm high Datin' celebrities can get overly stressed Niggas will envy you and fans start to fuck with you less Told her we should just split up to get this shit off the net They was tryna crucify me for an innocent text Like we actually linked, all the internet cap I sent that message while in front of her, a tit for a tat But I ain't think that she would screenshot and post it at that Back and forth on Twitter, how the fuck I'm 'posed to react? Oh, I forgot, I'm famous, can't respond to the hate I'm around the heavy hitters and I'm holdin' my weight Industry parties with billionaires, surrounded by greats That shit make me less excited about the M's in my bank Doin' videos on the net, but I'd rather just rap One day, I'ma take that leap of faith and just focus on that But the money that I'm gettin' crazy, I can't even cap Streamin' niggas gettin' 50 million to chill and react, yeah If I catch another hit, I'ma stop and go ghost If I can make hunnid-k a show, I never would post Niggas say that I'm the G.O.A.T., to me, I'm regular folk I'm humble, I know Older women, they love me, they say I'm mature Only 25, but she can tell that my future secure Younger women always indecisive, they always unsure I'ma break your heart before we fuck up, your organs insured Lie to me once, I never would treat you the same If you fuck with me, then you gon' love it, your ex was a lame Really introverted, but for money, I do entertain Focus on the dollars and the passion, it came with the fame Never needed help from anybody, I do it myself Wanna be the biggest in this shit, so I'm hard on myself All new friends got intentions, I'm trustin' myself Not nobody else Yeah