I Need Control

Every time that I try to speak It feels so calculated If I say what I really mean It's like you see me naked Not a word until I was three The doctors were elated Thank God there was nothing wrong And everything's fine Always on the edge of my seat Never the right position Check the doors are locked, one two three Flip on and off the switches Something bad could happen to me House will burn if I didn't Make sure that the stove was off Now everything's fine I need control I need control What will I do If I lose My mind Hurt someone else Or myself I'm terrified These crazy thoughts They won't stop Oh my I feel the worst in me Better tread carefully (I need control) Everybody please disappear I'm feeling claustrophobic Way past capacity in here Hard to be easy-going Suffocating's my biggest fear I can't breathe in this clothing Leave before something goes wrong And everything's fine I need control (Oh oh oh ooh) I need control (Oh oh oh ooh) What will I do If I lose My mind Put someone else On myself I'm terrified These crazy thoughts They won't stop Oh my I feel the worst in me Better tread carefully What will I do If I lose My mind Put someone else On myself I'm terrified These crazy thoughts They won't stop Oh my I feel the worst in me Better tread carefully I need control Make a mistake I'll go insane What can I say I'm a perfectionist Slave to my brain Circle the drain What can I say Get me a therapist (I need, I need, I need, I need) Get me a therapist (Get me a therapist) I need, I need, I need, I need I need, I need, I need, I need I need, I need, I need, I need I need, I need, I need (Control) I need, I need, I need, I need I need, I need, I need, I need I need, I need, I need, I need I need, I need, I need (Control)