Ghost Me

I've been crying all night And I know I shouldn't Google the symptoms But it hurts this time Kinda thought that I could handle the distance No, I can't sleep in hotel rooms The camera roll impending doom Terrestrial TV to heal the blues, you left an exit wound And this city's fine, but I'm eternally unsatisfied And if I shut my eyes We're singing angels at karaoke on the most chaotic night I can barely make you out in the artificial light And if you try to ghost me and quit being in my life Don't you dare, yeah Don't you dare, yeah I can tell you're online But that's a dangerous road to go down (Don't go there, don't go there, baby) And I've been trying all night But this particular wave, I'm struggling to ride And where the hell did that childhood go? It freaks me out how fast we grow The more I see, the less I know And this feels like the Truman Show Everybody's up and left, and I can barely catch my breath And when I shut my eyes We're singing angels at karaoke on the most chaotic night I can barely make you out in the artificial light And if you try to ghost me, and quit being in my life Don't you dare, don't you dare Don't you dare Don't you dare, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Don't you dare Don't you dare, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Don't you dare Don't you dare, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Don't you dare Don't you dare, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah There's this SpongeBob line, which I always think of And it's like this guy, who's really sad, and he goes "I was born with, um, paper skin and bones made out of glass Every day I wake up, and I shatter my ankles" or something like that Like, he's really sad, I'll find it now But that's how I feel at the moment