Growing Old

It's getting colder in here Some nights I think I don't sleep I swear I got my reasons They're dancing like they're demons It's getting darker in here My mind is growing so weak I think the truth is leaving The lies are so intriguing How do you put out the fire Without losing the spark? I'm losing all my sense of wonder How do you walk from the light When it's guiding the path? I'm growing but wish I was younger I got a feeling that I've lost who I am I should have turned into a much better man And I know that it's broke And I've lost all control And now I'm gonna start growing old Without ever knowing where I'd end up If I ever told myself I'm enough And I know there's a road And I'll drive on my own And now I'm gonna start growing old I feel my body aching I must be sober again Can't let my heart keep breaking But imma let it bend How do you put out the fire Without losing the spark? I'm losing all my sense of wonder How do you walk from the light When it's guiding the path? I'm growing but wish I was younger Oh I'm growing but wish I was younger Oh I'm growing but wish I was younger I got a feeling that I've lost who I am I should have turned into a much better man And I know that it's broke And I've lost all control And now I'm gonna start growing old Without ever knowing where I'd end up If I ever told myself I'm enough And I know there's a road And I'll drive on my own And now I'm gonna start growing old I got a feeling that I've lost who I am I should have turned into a much better man And I know, there's a road And I've lost all control And now I'm gonna start growing old