Ahead of Myself

I'm standin' in a picture Wonderin' how I got here and I Wish I could step out of the frame Get somewhere down the line and See it from far away I wanna cry in a bathroom Take it all out on a white wall tattoo Beat myself to the punch Be the good guy for once Instead of the one makin' mistakes If all is fair in love and war What am I so worried for? There's just so much I can't undo When it comes to you I wanna get ahead of myself, so I don't ever hurt someone else, oh I wanna run fast enough So nothin' I ever do will ever catch up I wanna get ahead of myself, so When it comes to lovin' someone else I wanna make friends with all I've done So nothin' I ever do will ever catch up (ooh) I know I can't go backwards Build a time machine and rewrite chapters It's hard to break a pattern Even if it's happiness I'm after If all is fair in love and war I can't stay where I've been before 'Cause what I know's no longer true When it comes to you I wanna get ahead of myself, so I don't ever hurt someone else, oh I wanna run fast enough So nothin' I ever do will ever catch up I wanna get ahead of myself, so When it comes to lovin' someone else I wanna make friends with all I've done So nothin' I ever do will ever catch up No, nothin' I ever do will ever, ever catch up Oh, I swear I'm almost there Yeah, I'm one good card way Oh, I swear I'm almost there Gotta keep goin' anyway Oh, I swear I'm almost there Yeah, I'm one good card way Oh, I swear I'm almost there Gotta keep goin' anyway I wanna get ahead of myself, so I don't ever hurt someone else, oh I wanna run fast enough So nothin' I ever do will ever catch up I wanna get ahead of myself, so When it comes to lovin' someone else I wanna make friends with all I've done So nothin' I ever do will ever catch up No, nothin' I ever do will ever, ever catch up