Ruin My Life

You're in the bills I pay my therapist You're in the extra weight around my hips You're in the pills I carry in my purse The reason I became an introvert I've done everything that I could do But the voice in my head talks like you And you don't have a clue And it's not fair You'll never apologize And you don't care I can't even sleep at night (hmm) I spent all of last year just tryna forget All the backhanded shit that you said Oh, no, it's not fair That you don't even realize You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh) You still ruin my life (ooh) You're in the tears that fill my coffee cup The extra heartbeart when someone brings you up You're in the way, I'm scared to drive home too late You're in the pity on everybody's face And I know you think it's all my fault And I guess that's why you never called 'Cause you don't have a clue (yeah) And it's not fair You'll never apologize And you don't care That I can't even sleep at night (hmm) I spent all of last year just tryna forget All the backhanded shit that you said Oh, no, it's not fair That you don't even realize You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh) You still ruin my life (ooh) It gets better, it gets better That's what everybody said Not forever, not forever That's what everybody said Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind What a waste of time It gets better, it gets better That's what everybody said Not forever, not forever That's what everybody said Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind But you're still finding ways to ruin my life, ooh Yeah, you still ruin my life, ooh