Tripping Then Falling

I tried And tried again To make us More than friends I can feel it crawlin' up my spine A hate for you that i can't deny I'm sorry for yellin' I was makin' you cry I trip And tend to fall I lost Lost it all I hate thoughts of feelin' alone I run away from the pain i know A paranoid freak Whose afraid of his phone I lied Then lied again You know It wasn't my intent You're the salt to the wound i bleed I'm just another man filled by greed Plagued to death With the stench of apathy I tried And tried again To make us More than friends I've been standin' here at my grave Fresh dirt and a newly carved name I was waiting always scared of bein' Scorched by flames I trip And tend to fall I lost Lost it all