Growing Pains

I think I might hate it all Can't lift my feet off the floor Talking to friends is a chore I think their boyfriends are boring All our paths might be fraying in different directions Holding on might be making it harder to change I thought you could be the one I gave you half of my whole I've never felt this much hurt Emotional power surge It's not our fault this won't work out the way I wanted I gave up, lost some blood, now my visions distorted Falling out faster than I ever knew Lost my mind and losing all the company I'm so used to Can't I have it the way it was Totally in denial I Hate the fact that I'm better off On my own so if I Make it out, I'll be looking back on your name as growing pains Don't think that I can find love I left my soul in your cuffs Saw you were holding her hand Surprised that I didn't care I know that time's meant to heal me and every wound But I don't hurt in the way that I'm used to Discover every mistake I'm forced to try a new face I don't know who I can be When you're not a part of me Sometimes I feel like I'm saying too many wrong answers Yeah I'm cycling backwards It's just overreaction Falling out faster than I ever knew Lost my mind and losing all the company I'm so used to Can't I have it the way it was Totally in denial I Hate the fact that I'm better off On my own so if I Make it out, I'll be looking back on your name as growing pains (INSTRUMENTAL) Falling out faster than I ever knew