Hindsight

I ran into your boyfriend Almost had a man crush Knowing you're in good hands Kinda makes me happy And a little jealous For some reason he told me That I'm still on your mind I wonder how you look back On that chapter Full of first times It was 4AM on a Wednesday All of our friends there We didn't mind it Making out in the spotlight We couldn't fight it I don't know why I didn't love you then You were perfect and I turned a blind eye I guess that I love you a little in hindsight And even though it's really for the best You went your way and I'm happy in my life Just know that I love you a little in hindsight A perfect match on paper Had we met two years later But I was on my first job You were on a gap year Can you even blame me In your bedroom up at your parents' house I would break it to you gently But if I'm honest, totally honest I'll be the last to understand it I don't know why I didn't love you then You were perfect and I turned a blind eye I guess that I love you a little in hindsight And even though it's really for the best You went your way and I'm happy in my life Just know that I love you a little in hindsight If we could live in our memories There's nothing you should do differently You were everything I could ever need in hindsight It was never you, it was always me Hope I didn't make you feel unworthy You were everything I could ever need in hindsight I don't know why I didn't love you then You were perfect and I turned a blind eye I guess that I love you a little in hindsight And even though it's really for the best You went your way and I'm happy in my life Just know that I love you a little in hindsight Yeah know that I love you a little in hindsight