Patience

Confess, please, 'cause I did nothing wrong I paid with my past and completed the task, and then made it a habit I need new beats 'Cause I hear the same songs I was ready to cash in on all of the sadness back when it was happening 'Cause now the time gone seems so silly What will it take you to forgive me? I feel weighted down And I'm in a state of sorrow You just hold on until tomorrow If I ever figure it out, it out, it out I'll still be patient What you know about patience? It doesn't mean waiting Wait, did somebody say that? Those two things ain't the same, yeah I'm so ready, but did I do something wrong? 'Cause I still feel the shadows when I'm made to dazzle Will they see how much I've grown? No, 'cause I never wanted someone to save me through those deep waters I waded How could I be doubtful when I spent all these hours On all that I now know? But still, the time gone seems so silly What will it take to forgive me? I feel weighted down And I'm in a state of sorrow I just hold until tomorrow I was supposed to figure this out, will they bless me now? The more that you forgive me The less that I will take Lord, if You get in this house You'd kill me for my sakes, and I I'm not sick of trying, but will it ever end? Thought I'd feel so much better if I never felt again The torment don't stop And it gets worse as you reach the top So you keep on moving like "I better not" And like this work ain't something to be proud of But you know me, I always beg to differ 'Cause your right path won't ever miss you You weren't supposed to figure this out, do you get it now? But I know the time gone still seems so silly What will it take you to forgive me? I feel so weighted down, down And I was in a state of sorrow A little self-compassion led you to tomorrow Guess you're wondering what this is all about, please don't turn me down Thank God for patience I'll try on this patience No, it doesn't mean waiting Wait, did somebody say that? Those two things ain't never been the same