Love & Hate

Love and hate Only one Can take the pain away Feeling numb I might go Kurt Cobain (bang) Going crazy I'm going crazy Yeah I'm going crazy I wake up Go to bed Day and night Stuck in my head Time and space Not becoming one Try to finish It ain't getting done It's a cycle It's a mirror Hamster wheel See me running scared Stranger things There are things Waiting for me, I don't wanna know Where they waiting, I don't wanna go So I do things that never will be honourable I'll apologize to whoever heart I broke I'm sorry I was anxious Feel alone amongst people Loneliness for me is danger Depression turns to anger And that be spreading like a cancer The other day I wrote a letter I hope you never get to read it I just hope I make the weekend Don't want you to find me hanging or bleeding I feel terrible for being weak I am not in love with being me Now I'm pending Yeah I'm pending Between love and hate Only one can take the pain away Feeling numb I might go Kurt Cobain (bang) Love and hate They want me to medicate Begging me to change my ways Going crazy I'm going crazy Yeah I'm going crazy Love and hate Only one can take the pain away Feeling numb I might go Kurt Cobain (bang) Going crazy, going crazy, yeah I'm going crazy Amidst these shattered pieces Naively I believe in peace here Your god I don't fear I heard god means love yeah Last years like this year My past years, under carpet Shoes on, though you come in Last night's food is on the carpet Both know how it looks like here So why the fuck you have to comment? I don't fuck with fake woke shit You talk or I'll keep walking You keep showing me articles Links to mental health blogs Talking about how you care about me But none of us here got self love You're telling me to reflect more But in the mirror that effect's gone My days are so long I long for nights back home Fake friends lack backbone Real ones I let go Unless we live, love Hate will kill us all Love and hate They want me to medicate Begging me to change my ways I'm going crazy Going crazy Yeah I'm going crazy Love and hate Only one can take the pain away Feeling numb I might go Kurt Cobain (bang) Going crazy Going crazy Yeah I'm going crazy