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I promise I won't tell her bout the text you sent last February Promise I won't share with her your deepest secrets I still carry I won't tell her how you tend to leave whenever things get scary Cuz you never know this girl might be the one you choose to marry But I can't help but dream about the times when I was something to you Held onto forever when I was too scared that I would lose you Boxes filled with memories of all the times I knew I loved you Be the one I look for in a crowded hall but now You walk into the room and you look right through me Playing it cool like you never even knew me Straight into her gaze you know just what your doing Don't you? She runs into your arms and you hold her close While I take a step back and watch the whole show But the curtain never falls And the film still rolls And I hold back the things I'll never say Because she's great like you handmade her And I simply blend in with the wallpaper I'm getting close to 21, but I still can't get over 18 How can you expect me to forget the single thing that saved me Yeah it's done We had our fun But that can't pull me from the daydream Kinda wish that it was me your smiling at right now But you breeze on past like she's all you know I'm dead to you and it clearly shows I could disappear and you wouldn't notice anyways 'Cause you grab her hand and you pull her close While I take a step back and watch the whole show But the curtain never falls And the film still rolls And I hold back the things I'll never say Because she's great like you handmade her And I simply blend in with the wallpaper Maybe I'm just too outdated Peeling corners colors faded Obviously she looks fresh and new But tell me would it even matter To strip the color change the pattern Would I then be good enough for you? Could I ever be enough for you? You walk into the room and my hands go numb I feel the air slip from my lungs You look the same as when we were young But we're not young anymore You scan the room while I stare at the floor 'Cause it's not me that you're looking for It's clear she offers so much more than all I have to give She's perfect like you practically handmade her 'Cause what we had was great but that seems greater I'll simply stay a piece of your wallpaper