Pendulum

I look in the mirror And see a dying flame I see a funeral For the man i never became It's the stories we're afraid to write Keeping us awake Keeping us awake at night I'm empty When I push it all away I want it all But I'm too afraid to stay Could I have had it all? I'm dying For the conviction Crying for a prediction Do I roll the dice and play? Can I risk the fall? (...) I don't think I can walk Through broken glass These words unspoken Am I living or stuck in the past? It's the stories we're afraid to write Keeping us awake Keeping us awake at night I'm empty When I push it all away I want it all But I'm too afraid to stay Could I have had it all? I'm dying For the conviction Crying for a prediction Do I roll the dice and play? Can I risk the fall? Never-ending dread Into the maze in my head Lost in a sea of indecision All this fear Makes it hard to see clearly My hell is this pendulum I'm empty When I push it all away I want it all But I'm too afraid to stay Could I have had it all? I'm empty When I push it all away I want it all But I'm too afraid to stay Could I have had it all? I'm dying For the conviction Crying for a prediction Do I roll the dice and play? Can I risk the fall? I'm empty When I push it all away I want it all But I'm too afraid to stay Could I have had it all? I'm dying For the conviction Crying for a prediction Do I roll the dice and play? Can I risk the fall?