Hatred Guides Me

Fingers in your hair And pregnancy scares Oh you Drink to ease the burden you bear And in so many ways your still a child Those whores at the bar Crush your ambitions in between your open arms When she's just a human like any other Your hopeless charms They make me, feel so alive Those words remain like stains The things that you say to me just never feel okay And would you climb down the rope I thought you'd never know Well It makes me, feel so a alive I want you Can't you see I'm drowning? There's no life guard at the pool And in so many ways My hatred guides me to you My hands tied by my back I don't know what else I'm to do It makes me, feel so alive I'll strike and stab regret With Percocets The next morning you'll forget All of the damage that you do to yourself When you're numb, numb, shoot it into a vein And hold me close Cause baby the hotel soap don't wash the shame When love lies bleeding I want you Can't you see I'm drowning? There's no life guard at the pool And in so many ways My hatred guides me to you My hands tied by my back I don't know what else I'm to do It makes me, feel so alive