It Doesn't Matter to Him

If I think about it, I am successful as it were I get to sing for lovely people All over this lovely world And I am nowhere near as awkward As I was when I was younger I guess I'm one of those guys Who gets better looking as they age And though I have been Beaten down by constant doubt The pressure and confusion brought about by People's actions, death, and tax forms I keep getting up And I am loved by all my friends and family Though, there have been lots of raised eyebrows Hints, and glances lately It doesn't matter to him I could be anything But I could never win his heart again It doesn't matter to him He took away my triple A pass I am invisible to him And now I feel the soft pink flesh Of my heart hardening To the countless possibilities contained Within each day vulnerability feels like A cold, wet concrete room lit with fluorescent lights Which as you know makes everything look bad I still keep trying to figure out How I became irrelevant How I got myself evicted From his heart from one day to the next And the worst part is That even if I got an answer right now It would not change anything Because we have become two strangers It doesn't matter to him I could be anything But I could never win his heart again It doesn't matter to him He took away my triple A pass I am invisible to him It doesn't matter to him I could be anything But I could never win his heart again It doesn't matter to him He took away my triple A pass I am invisible to him