Ruined

Now I am perfect, now I'm the best Then I am worse then you'd ever expect Now that I'm sitting here in my pain Crying's the only option I take I could have been brighter than stars I could have been really great, really fun Everybody would have loved me But I am stuck in the wires above me GIVE ME BACK MY EYES GIVE ME WHAT YOU OWE I FEEL PARALYSED I FEEL SO ALONE YES I CANNOT SEE STILL I HAVE NICE EARS I HEAR EVERY PIECE OF YOU CLOSER, COME TO ME I would rather be the beauty But I'm stuck in dirty suit Oh, boy, it's all because of you I feel so blue because of you And I would rather be the beauty But I'm stuck here being dirty Why am I not on my stage? Oh, boy, no, I won't stop my rage Now I am perfect, now I'm the best Then I am worse then you'd ever expect Now that I'm sitting here in my pain Crying's the only option I take I could have been brighter than stars I could have been really great, really fun Everybody would have loved me But I am stuck in the wires above me (You remember me?) (Your special day. I remember. Your special day) (Do you still like carrot cake?) (It has been some time since I saw you last) (If I remember correctly - it is on the 11th) (I remember because you are number one) GIVE ME BACK MY EYES GIVE ME WHAT YOU OWE I FEEL PARALYSED I FEEL SO ALONE YES I CANNOT SEE STILL I HAVE NICE EARS I HEAR EVERY PIECE OF YOU CLOSER, COME TO ME I would rather be the beauty But I'm stuck in dirty suit Oh, boy, it's all because of you I feel so blue because of you And I would rather be the beauty But I'm stuck here being dirty Why am I not on my stage? Oh, boy, no, I won't stop my rage