good cry

Today was fuckin' weird I wanna just forget And maybe disappear And never leave my bed I just need a good cry Then I'll be alright I don't feel it 'til it comes up, and it rarely does I keep a smile and my two thumbs up, and stay fairly buzzed Just to avoid the questions I know I look my best when I am a whole mess Doing demons like Tekken I don't wanna talk about it I just wanna cry I know I got all of this love around me Cranes in the sky be cloudin' All my sunny days like fireworks, Fourth of July I'm shoutin', inside my mind It's how I maintain my pride Today was fuckin' weird I wanna just forget And maybe disappear And never leave my bed I just need a good cry Then I'll be alright I try to move as healthy as I can but How could I verbalize what you won't understand? Look, I've tried it all, trust me I just cover the ugly 'Cause it's easier on everyone if nobody knows but me I don't wanna talk about it I just wanna cry I know I got all of this love around me Cranes in the sky be cloudin' All my sunny days like fireworks, Fourth of July I'm shoutin', inside my mind It's how I maintain my pride Today was fuckin' weird I wanna just forget And maybe disappear And never leave my bed I just need a good cry Then I'll be alright