Looking U Up

Don't know if I should stop talking to you When you're over, I'm lying on a bed of eggshells I don't know what I've been trying to prove In the morning, I wanna be alone with myself So I'm not gonna call you when I cry I'm not gonna tell you when I'm fine I'm not gonna stay up all night I'm not gonna hold you tight I'm not gonna hang on by a thread I'm not gonna keep you fed I'm not gonna sleep in your bed I'm not gonna give you space I keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl Keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl I don't really know if I even like you But I'm stuck in a pattern And I just can't get out of it And maybe l'm just being lazy But baby, I want you still I'm not proud of it So l'm not gonna call you when I cry I'm not gonna tell you when I'm fine I'm not gonna stay up all night I'm not gonna hold you tight I'm not gonna hang on by a thread I'm not gonna keep you fed I'm not gonna sleep in your bed I'm not gonna give you space I keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl Keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl Keep waking up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you up And looking you up I keep waking up And looking you up And I don't want to Yeah, I still wanna touch you But I wanna be an independent girl