Deep End

If only I could slow things down and breathe in But it's hard to even know what I am needing Still, I wake up feeling like I need a reason Won't go on like this I can't jump off the deep end Cause I'm losing myself again I'm not even I'm swimming almost sinking And maybe I don't need to know the reason Just why my head it goes and changes with the seasons But still I wake up feeling like I need a reason Won't go on like this I can't jump off the deep end Cause I'm losing myself again I'm not even I'm swimming almost sinking Forgot that you were talking cause I only heard the breathing But I slowly learned to make it stop Was looking for an exit but the feeling slowly crept in Got used to it But at least I was holding on I'm not even I'm swimming almost sinking