Thoughts

I'm new to the life I have I'm failing fast I gave it all I got and now I'm gone I'm here with my new friends The doubts the fear They tell me I will never get put on And these thoughts surround me They're haunting me night and day And these thoughts surround me I'm falling just like their prey I find my strength again, my voice, my pen I want the things that God has promised me But I end up right back there Contrast compare What do they have that maybe I can't be And these thoughts surround me They're haunting me night and day And these thoughts surround me I'm falling just like their prey I ain't quite where I used to be Don't know where I am going I'm not quite where I used to be Don't know where I am going